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you are on my old website URL! if you are here, something of mine recommended you to the wrong place!please let me know how you got here! (unless its a search engine, in which case ty, i know, idk how to fix it qvq)
@KiseAkuta on discord

you know the rules, and so do i
UwU

(i ran out of elements on my page, idk if this is a good workaround lol, but people wanted this rick roll page to stay eheh >w<)

how im feeling? (3514)
(TW: a bit dark)
(hugs appreciated. just good to be heard)

i guess scared. its not as bad as it was.. ive found some peace. im given more kindness than i deserve. i feel lucky to be kept around. im still scared a little.. but i will be good.
ive focused a lot on my work, and its helped me to feel useful, somewhat. learned to lean on a few friends in this anxious time, opening up some, after hiding everything inside for years. its so hard to adjust..my health has been very bad.. worse than usual. im anxious most of the time, and i cant eat much, anymore. im getting very thin, and weak. worse than usual. its getting hard to move. my heart pounds fast. i feel so alone, and scared.